One will be wondering why he Nelson Mandela after forgiving his political opponents for the on told hardship the made him go through, will pardon Winnie and forgive her her atrocities while he was away. Well no read the story of what actually happened and why he never forgave her even after the love they shared
TWO weeks before Nelson Mandela’s release from prison in
February 1990 I went to see his wife, Winnie, at her home in Diepkloof
Extension, the posh neighbourhood of Soweto where the handful of black people
who had contrived to make a little money resided. It was known as Baverly Hills
to Soweto’s other presidents.
Winnie’s home, funded by foreign benefactors,
was a two-floor, three-bedroom house with a garden and a small swimming pool.
The height of extravagance by black standards, it would have more or less met
the aspirations of the average white, middle-class South African.
Zindzi, Winnie’s slim and attractive second
daughter, was 29 but looked younger in a yellow T-shirt and denim dungarees. It
was 9.30 a.m. and she was in the kitchen frying eggs. She invited me in and
started chatting as if we were old friends. The truth was that I had not
scheduled an interview with Winnie. I had just dropped in to try my luck. But
Zindzi saw nothing wrong in me giving it a shot.
Mum, she said, was still upstairs and would
probably be a while. As I hovered about waiting (and, as it turned out,
waiting, and waiting friends of Zindzi wandered in for coffee and a chat.
Completing the South African middle-class picture, a small, wizened maid in
blue overalls padded inscrutably around.
Finally, Winnie made her entrance, Taller than
I had expected, very much the grande dame, she displayed neither surprise nor
irritation at my presence in her home. When I said I would like to interview
her, she responded with a sigh, a knowing smile and a glance at her watch. I
said all I would need was half an hour. She thought a moment, shrugged her
shoulders and said: “OK. But you will have to give me a little time.” She still
had to put the finishing touches to her morning toilette.
The picture presented to me by mother,
daughter, friends and cleaning lady was of a domesticity so stable and relaxed
that, had I not been better informed, I would never have imagined the depths of
trauma that lucked beneath.
Winnie had been continually persecuted by
agents of the apartheid state during the 1970s and 1980s; she had borne the
anguish of hearing her two small daughters screaming as the police broke into
her home and carted her off to jail; she had spent more than a year in solitary
confinement. Trusting that her confused and stricken children would be cared for
by friends; she had been banished and placed under house arrest far away. But
she was back, her circumstances altered dramatically for the better now that
Mandela’s release was imminent.
One hour after her first entrance, she
majestically reappeared, Cleopatra still needed her morning coffee, and
motioned me to wait in her study while she withdrew into the kitchen. I had
five minutes to take in the surroundings.
On a bookshelf there was a row of framed family
portraits, a Christmas card and a birthday card. Only a month had passed since
Christmas, but nearly four since Winnie had turned 53. I could not resist
taking a closer look.
I opened the Christmas card, which was
enormous, and immediately recognised Nelson Mandela’s large, spidery
handwriting. “Darling, I love you. Madiba,” It said. Madiba was the tribal name
by which he liked to be known to those close to him. On the birthday card he
had written the same words.
If I had not known better I might have imagined
the cards had been sent by an infatuated teenager. Once we began our interview.
Winnie took on just such a role, playing the tremulous bride-to-be, convincing
me she was in a state of nervous excitement at the prospect of rekindling her
life’s great love.
Close up she had, like her husband, the charisma
of the vastly self-confident, and there was a coquettish, eye-fluttering
sensuality about her. It was not hard to imagine how the young woman who met
Mandela one rainy evening in 1957 had struck him, as he would later confess,
like a thunderbolt.
The Mandela the world saw wore a mask that
disguised his private feelings, presenting himself as a fearless hero, immune
to ordinary human weakness. His effectiveness as a leader hung, he believed, on
keeping that public mask from cracking. Winnie offered the greatest test to his
resolve. During the following years the mask cracked only twice. She was the
cause both times.
The first was in May 1991. She had just been
convicted at Johannesburg’s Rand Supreme Court of assault and accessory to
kidnapping a 14-year-old black boy called Stomple Moeketsi, whom her driver had
subsequently murdered. Winnie had been led to believe, falsely as it turned
out, that the boy had been working as a spy for the apartheid state.
Winnie and Mandela walked together down the
steps of the grand court building. Once again the actress, she swaggered to the
street, right fist raised in triumph. It was not clear what she could possibly
have been celebrating, except perhaps the perplexing straight off to jail and
would remain free pending an appeal.
Mandela had a different grasp of the situation.
His face was grey, his eyes were downcast.
The second and last time was nearly a year
later. The setting was an evening press conference hastily summoned at the drab
headquarters of the ANC. He shuffled into the room, sat down at a table and
read from a piece of paper, beginning by paying tribute to his wife.
“During the two decades I spent on Robben
Island she was an indispensable pillar of support and comfort… My love for her
remains undiminished.” There was a general intake of breath. Then he continued:
“We have mutually agreed that a separation would be the best for each of us… I
part from my wife with no recriminations. I embrace her with all the love and
affection I have nursed for her inside and outside prison from the moment I
first met her.”
He rose to his feet. “Ladies and gentlemen. I
hope you ‘ll appreciate the pain I have gone through and I now end this
interview.”
He exited the room, head-bowed, amid total
silence.
Mandela’s love for Winnie had been, like many
great loves, a kind of madness, all the more so in his case as it was founded
more on a fantasy that he had kept alive for 27 years in prison than on the
brief time they had actually spent together. The demands of his political life
before he was imprisoned were such that they had next to no experience of
married life, as Winnie herself would confess to me that morning.
“I have never lived with Mandela,” she said. “I
have never known what it was to have a close family where you sat around the
table with husband and children. I have no such dear memories. When I gave
birth to my children he was never there, even though he was not in jail at the
time.”
It seemed that Winnie, who was 22 to his 38
when they met, had cast a spell on him. Or maybe he cast a spell on himself,
needing to reconstruct those fleeting memories of her into a fantasy of
tranquility where he sought refuge from the loneliness of prison life.
His letters to her from Robben Island revealed
romantic, sensual side to his nature that no one but Winnie then knew. He
recalled “the electric current” that “flushed” through his blood as he looked
at her photograph and imagined their caresses.
The truth was that Winnie had had several
lovers during Mandela’s long absence. In the months before his release, she had
been having an affair with Dali Mpofu, a lawyer 30 years her junior and a
member of her defence team. She carried on with the affair after Mandela left
prison. ANC members close to Mandela knew that was going on, as they did about
her frequent bouts of drunkenness. I tried asking them why they did not talk to
Mandela about her waywardness, but I was always met by frosty stares. Winnie
became a taboo subject within the ANC during the two years after Mandela left
prison. Confronting him with the truth was a step too far for the freedom
fighters of the ANC.
His impeccably courteous public persona acted
as a coat of armour protecting the sorrowing man within. But there came a point
when Mandela could deceive himself, or the public, no longer. Details of the
affair with Mpofu were made luridly public in a newspaper report two weeks
before the separation announcement.
The article was a devastating, irrefutable
expose of Winnie’s affair. It was based on a letter she had written to Mpofu
that revealed he had recently had a child with a woman whom she referred to as
“a white hag.” Winnie accused Mpofu of “running around f***** at the slightest
emotional excuse … Before I am through with you, you are going to learn a bit
of honesty and sincerity and know what betrayal of one’s love means to a woman
… Remember always how much you have hurt and humiliated me … I keep telling you
the situation is deteriorating at home, you are not bothered because you are
satisfying yourself every night with a woman. I won’t be your bloody fool,
Dali.”
In private, Mandela had already endured quite
enough conjugal torture. I learnt of one especially hurtful episode from a
friend of Mandela some years later. Not long after the end of her trial, Winnie
was due to fly to America on ANC-related business. She wanted to take Mpofu
with her, and Mandela said she should not, Winnie agreed not to, but went with
him anyway. Mandela phoned her at her hotel room in New York, and Mpofu
answered the phone.
On the face of it, Mandela was a man more
sinned against than sinning, but he did not see it that way. It was his belief
that the original sin was to have put his political cause before his family.
Despite everything, Mandela believed when he
left prison that he would find a way to reconcile political and family life.
Some years after his separation from Winnie, I interviewed his close friend
Amina Cashalia, who had known him since before he met Winnie.” His one great
wish,” she told me, “was that he would come out of prison, and have a family
life again with his wife and the children. Because he’s a great family man and
I think he really wanted that more than anything else and he couldn’t have it.”
His fallout with Winnie only deepened the
catastrophe, contaminating his relationships with other family members, among
them his daughter Zindzi. She was a far more complicated character than I had
imagined when I chatted with her cheerfully in her mother’s kitchen over fried
eggs. At that very moment, in late January 1990, her current lover, the father
of her third child, was in a prison cell. Five days later he hanged himself.
Zindzi was very much her mother’s daughter,
inheriting her capacity to dissemble as well as her strength of personality.
The unhappiness and sheer chaos that she would endure in her own private life,
a mirror of her mother’s, found expression in a succession of tense episodes
with her father after he was set free.
One of them took place before friends and
family on the day of her marriage to the father of her fourth child, six months
after her parents’ separation. It was a glittering occasion at Johannesburg’s
swankiest hotel, with Zindzi radiant in a magnificent pearl and sequin bridal
dress. It seemed to be a joyous celebration; in truth, it provided further
evidence of the Mandela family’s dysfunctions.
One of the guests seated near the top table was
Helen Suzman, the white liberal politician and good friend of Mandela. She told
me that he went through the ceremonial motions with all the propriety one would
have expected. He joined in the cutting of the wedding cake and played his part
when the time came to give his speech, declaring, “She’s not mine now,” as
fathers are supposed to do. He did not, however, mention Winnie in the speech.
When he sat down, he looked silent and cheerless.
Maybe he had had time to reflect in the
intervening six months on the depth of Winnie’s betrayal. For more details had
emerged of her love affairs and of the crimes of the gang of young men
“Winnie’s boys,” as they were known in Soweto – who played the role of both
bodyguards and courtly retinue. They had killed at least three young black men,
beaten up Winnie’s perceived enemies and raped ;young girls.
Whether Mandela chose to realise it at the
time, he was the reason that Winnie never ended up going to jail. Some years
later, the minister of justice and the chief of national intelligence admitted
to me that they had conveyed a message to the relevant members of the judiciary
to show Winnie leniency.
Mandela’s mental and emotional wellbeing were
essential to the success of the negotiations between the government and the
ANC; for him to bow out of the process could have had catastrophic consequences
for the country as a whole. Jailing Winnie would be too grave a risk.
Bizarrely, one of the guests at Zindzi’s
wedding, prominently positioned near the top table, was the “white hag” Winnie
had derided in her letter to Mpofu, and she was sitting next to a man I know to
be another former lover of Winnie’s.
It also would have been difficult for Mandela
to miss the menacing glances Winnie cast towards the “hag” although I hope he
missed the moment when Winnie brushed past her and hissed at her former lover:
“Go on! Take her ! Take her!”
When the band struck up and the newly married
couple got up to dance, Mandela, who had been standing up, turned his back on
Winnie and returned stiffly to the top table. Grim-faced for the rest of the
night, he treated Winnie as if she did not exist. At one point, Suzman passed
him a note. “Smile, Nelson,” it said.
In October 1994, five months after Mandela had
become president, I spoke to a friend of his, one of the few people in whom he
confided the details of his marital difficulties. The friend leant over to me
and said: “It’s amazing. He has forgiven all his political enemies, but he
cannot forgive her.”
During their divorce proceedings a year and a
half later, he made his feelings towards Winnie public at the Rand Supreme
Court, where he had accompanied and supported Winnie during her trial in 1991.
As his lawyer would tell me later, he was
arbitrarily generous about sharing his estate, giving Winnie what was more than
fair. But he made his feelings bluntly known in the divorce hearing. Standing a
few feet away from her, he addressed the judge, saying: “Can I put it simply,
my lord? If the entire universe tried to persuade me to reconcile with the
defendant. I would not … I am determined to get rid of this marriage.”
He did not shirk from describing before the
court the disappointment and misery of married life after he returned from
prison. Winnie, he explained, did not share his bed once in the two years after
their reunion. “I was the loneliest man,” he said.
The Victorian poet Arthur Hugh Clough wrote
about the “terrible notions of duty” that boost the public figure but can stunt
the private man. It is impossible to avoid concluding that Mandela was far less
at ease in private than in public life. In the harsh world of South African
politics he had his bearing; in the family sphere he often seemed baffled and
lost.
Happily for his country, one did not drain
energy from the other. Thanks to a kind of self-imposed apartheid of the mind,
personal anguish and the political drive inhabited separate compartments and
ran along parallel lines.
As out of control as she could be in her
personal affairs, she possessed a lucid political intelligence and a mature
understanding of where her husband’s priorities lay, even if she was deluded in
attributing some of his qualities to herself.
“When you lead the kind of life we lead, if you
are involved in a revolutionary situation, you cease to think in terms of
self,” she said. “The question of personal feelings and reactions dues not even
arise, because you are in a position where you think solely in terms of the
nation, the people who have come first all your life.”
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